these clips go from the last memory I made from this album back to the very first. it’s crazy looking at the girl in these videos, watching these performances and remembering how I felt in those moments - I remember being so scared in that first video but fighting through the knee, hands, and voice shaking with all I had- honestly watching these videos has left me kind of speechless and nostalgic in the best way. I will never forget these memories for as long as I live. I will never forget the never be the same tour singing in the dark in the silent darkness with you and laughing because there was always someone that yelled until literally the second to last show. I will always remember the signs you held up for me during real friends. I will always remember that first Lollapalooza performance, my very first time playing songs from the album, how I thought nobody would know me there but you guys were there and you already knew all the words. I will never forget the Grammys performance of Havana and having my dad and my sister onstage with me. I will never forget how grateful I am that you’ve literally made my dreams come true. I’ve wanted to do this ever since I can remember, and you’ve taken me on the wildest ride of my life. Thank you so much. I love you guys forever and hope to see you out there again soon 🌹
ITS MY MOST FAVORITEST FUNNEST TIME EVER AKA time to dream up and brainstorm for the Romance tour (!!!!!!) I WANNA PERFORM THIS ALBUM AND SEE YOU GUYS LIKE.... TOMORROW.
OOPS!!!!! 😈 really cute lyric video for My Oh My coming today at 3pm ET💕💕💕💕💕
on set of something pretty special that I’m gonna show you soon with these two legends
i know mostly nothing, but this i know for sure. sending love and extra courage to whoever needs it today
these pictures have left me speechless. I’m sending love to all affected by these horrific fires. You can find links in my insta stories of places you can donate to help the wildlife & those affected and battling on the frontlines
so thankful for you guys, sending you all the love in the world ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I didn’t get the “tongues out” memo 🤷🏻♀️ merry Christmas and happy holidays guys, thinking of you ❤️
feels really good to be home with family. sending everyone love and peace wherever you are, happy holidays and merry Christmas ❤️
I wanna thank every single one of you guys for everything you’ve done for this album - for buying it, for listening to it, for caring about it, for telling me how you feel about it, for crying to it, for everything you have done to care about me and my music. Seeing how much you care about my music and this album is the greatest gift you could possibly give to me, I have the most hard working, loyal, supportive, passionate fans in the world and I know it and I feel so so thankful for you guys. I love you, here’s to many more memories ❤️
music to me has always been my way of connecting with myself. when i feel overwhelmed by an emotion the easiest way for me to let it out and cry is to put it in a song that makes me feel - it has a magic to it, in the chords, in the sounds, in the way it makes me feel, because it’s so much stronger than words. I’m thankful for this album for teaching me really valuable lessons about love and life and myself. for keeping me in my feelings and out of my head when huge changes in my life were happening, and for teaching me about how impermanent and beautiful and messy life is, and for showing me that out of all the relationships I can have, the most important relationship is the one with myself. I’m thankful for writing for helping me release emotion and energy and pain and joy and anxiety, I’m thankful for this album for carrying me through some of the biggest moments of my life.
“Writers do not live one life, they live two. There is the living and then there is the writing. There is the second tasting, the delayed reaction” Anais Nin