♦️Sometimes I Hate Who I Am♦️
I know I’ve touched on this before. Unfortunately it’s not something I can just turn off.
I struggle a lot in my head with internal battles of self-worth. Struggles no one sees and would never guess are there.
I’ve learned more people struggle with depression than will ever care to admit.
Life carries great weight, and if you find the courage to take on great battles, you will feel an even greater weight that will many times seem more than you can bear.
So many times I feel like I’ve fallen into a dark pit that I can’t climb out of no matter how hard I try. I wish I could say I’ve never known darkness to the point of seemingly never coming back, but I have.
To the outside world and those both near and far to me, I have the perfect life. I couldn’t be more thankful for every blessing that surrounds me. But this is where some people get it very twisted. Many times, at least for myself, it has nothing to do with anyone else. It’s a “me issue.” Something that just seems to hit me with no trigger, finding myself in tears, alone in my car or on a walk, just feeling like the world is closing in around me. It’s very hard to describe and I don’t expect you to get it.
Warriors always manage to climb out. They aren’t free from the darkness but must face darkness and bring to it the light.
If you struggle like this as well, please hit me up. Get everyone’s “IG Life” outta your head. No ones life is perfect. We all deal with life’s never ending bullshit. It doesn’t make you weak. It makes you human.
•••••••••• #BeTheWarrior 🐺
Fica decretado que, a partir deste instante,
haverá flores em todas as janelas,
que as flores terão direito
a abrir-se dentro da sombra;
e que as janelas devem permanecer, o dia inteiro,
abertas para o verde onde cresce a esperança.
4932 hours ago
I'd go hungry, I'd go black & blue.
I'd go crawling down the avenue. No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do, to make you feel my love.
First photo of my latest shooting in #seebrugg , #germany . We made some very amazing photos and had lot of fun. Special thanks to Philipp Isele for this great shooting. It would be very nice if we could do another one 😊👍