"Girl In Pieces" (Trigger warning) (Inspired by - Girl in pieces, By Kathleen Glasgow)
Clouds inside my shaved head,
I won't let you look into my eyes,
They are dark unlike yours which are bright.
This darkness inside me, sometimes makes me forget how to breath
Still writing your name on empty corners of my notebook, sometimes helps me sleep.
Your strong hands holding mine, makes me forget all the moments of my life...
When I was choking, wishing to die.
I'm an empty glass, all breaking inside
I'm scarred, don't look at me like I'm an art.
All the ladders that I've carved on my rough skin, are broken... You can't climb through them to my hollow heart.
I can't talk sometimes, these moments inside fill me up, all the way to my neck...
Like nails and rocks, it hurts,
So I just can't talk.
I let your breath fill up my lungs, sometimes I tell you they make me wanna live...
But the reality is that I'm an empty castle with all my lights out
Don't come any closer, it's dark inside out.
So With my hollow heart and broken skin,
My shaved head and dead eyes...
I'm just a girl in pieces, with no reason to live
This darkness, just keeps pulling me in,
Into the dark, dark alleys where an angel like you has never been. -A.S