Photography and I had a minor breakup this year. this year all my creative energy has been going into remaking myself. Or maybe a better word is re-finding myself.. or maybe just reminding myself. 🤔🤔🤔
Evolution for me hasn’t been adding things on, it’s been letting things go. It hasn’t been about being better or faster or smarter, it’s been about being truer and slower and wiser. Doing less, but more of what matters. Less thinking, more consciousness. Less forcing, more flowing (even when you REALLY want control and knowing). Less keeping score and more removing expectations. I’ve broken off layers of myself that always served me well to protect me, only to find letting go meant more flow and creativity and joy underneath. I’m *working on* embracing and leaning into the parts of me that I struggle the most with. and seeing more strength rather than weakness in them.
Boy, it’s been a year. But things work until they don’t work. And all the things, habits and beliefs that had brought me so far, were suddenly all the things that stood in my way.
And the only way out is through. 💕