And I feel ashamed that I'm still healing
I guess that maybe I should get some help
Or maybe you should have been a better friend
Thank you for leaving
I had some time to clear my head so I could push you out of it
The things we do, to feel alive when we've got nothing to lose
I sold my soul, under the pressure of the things you do.
- @acres_uk // lonely world
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34113 hours ago
“I’m sorry I lost you within the chaos amongst others.
I’m sorry for not listening to my gut.
I’m sorry for thinking with my heart and allowing it to shatter.
I’m sorry for all the pain I, physically and emotionally, put you through.
I’m sorry for downgrading you & not realizing your worth a long time ago.
I’m sorry for putting you on the shelf for far too long.” - To me, from me.
But now, now I realize my worth. I am mending my own heart, with the help from the Lord, of course.
I’ve balance taking care of others & myself.
I am slowly, but surely, appreciating & seeing MY self worth.
I follow my heart, and listen to my gut.
I celebrate myself for the messy, loving, growing, deserving human that I am.
I am one with my mind and soul.
I am at peace.
For the years of neglect, mental abuse, cruelty, all the wrong I feed myself emotionally, I apologize. The best apology I could show my earthy self was to learn to love it. To marry the heart & the soul together, so that my inner self could be one & at the mercy of peace.
I am growing, I am always improving, and I am so lucky to be given the chance to be, and to feel, reborn again: To be given the chance to always start over, again, and new. It’s never too late to start again, I’m proof of that. 🌹🍃 #love#instagood#photoftheday#emo#instadaily#ootd#alternative#alternative#motd#heavymetalmaniac#metalbabe#grunge#grungegirl#punk#punkrock#headbanger#blackmetal#hardrock#rocker#girlswithpiercings#septum#nosering#redhair#fff#l4l#metalmusic#meme#photography#weeb#hardcore
Idk who needs to hear this but get rid of those negative toxic people out of your life and find better people who are uplifting & positive and just be around people who will grow with you, not drag you down 💗