Here we are 👇🏽Sharing my personal acceptance process unfolding over the last few months and weeks..in response to a video I recorded now 8 months ago.
You can watch it here: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jd7c0-tBbqA
As we awaken more fully we must be willing to see ourselves for who we truly are - and sometimes the process is painful and uncomfortable but it’s required on the path to freedom and true presence.
Here’s what I am learning.
Wow this feels like lifetimes ago. I rewatched this or rather attempted to do so last week and felt so much resistance to watching myself speak. I felt annoyed at the way I was sharing in ways that sound confusing, convoluted and ungrounded. I’ve been very critical of myself the last while - well all my life I suppose - but especially amidst the massive deflation I’ve undergone.
So tonight I rewatched and actually was able to practice more presence and acceptance and even at times celebration. I was doing the best I could at the time - I had a big dream to bring Odyssey forth into the world and it happened, not perfectly at all and really not at all how I originally envisioned and talked about which feels vulnerable to admit.
I see in this video a lot of teaching moments - 1) One example in here to energetically track is to notice / discern what it sounds and feels like to receive someone speaking with an underlying agenda / to sell something instead of simply sharing truth and presence because it is a joy to do so (me in this case at every opportunity mentioning odyssey and wanting people to join) - this energy actually has a repulsive rather than attractive affect. 2) There are numerous moments to track when we are in coherence and actually communicating clear truth - speaking for myself of course. I can tell when I am in my head and over thinking what to say - using too many words - psychically tracking the people watching me to say what I think they might want to hear instead of sharing what is actually true for me to respond to in the moment. 3) I can track when I am not grounded or in my center of self - my consciousness zooms out of my body and appears to be the observer..continued 👇🏽👇🏽👇🏽
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Don’t let the counterfeit discourage you. It just proves that the real thing is out there. Just because somebody desires you, it doesn’t mean that they value you. Read it over. Again. Let those words resonate in your mind. Knowing how to be solitary is central to the art of loving. When we can be alone, we can be with others without using them as a means of escape. You'll meet many soulmates in your lifetime. As you evolve, each partner meets you where you're at in life. A soulmate is someone with whom you can be yourself, but is not necessarily a perfect fit. A true soulmate is like a mirror, reflecting back to you the aspects within yourself that are holding you back from being your true self. A soulmate influences you to change yourself in order to be your best so that you can live the life you're meant to live. ❤️👑🤴🏻👸🏻🌹🌟🌈🌤🏆🙏🏻💕🥰😍👰🏻🤵🤰🏻👼🏼🤱🏻 #soulmate#soulmatequotes 💋 #toureroberts#sarahjacksroberts#janetzimmermann#divineconnection#theone#twinflame#love#destiny#eternity#godsent#heavenonearth
"Tickled pink". Sometimes I like to play pretend in the real world. Escape to a place where I can be free to be "weird". I wish I can transport to another realm, where people are non existent and stuffed animals and barbies are the only forms of life. We'd live in tree houses illuminated by lanterns, travel through layered atmospheres by floating boats powered by clouds of rain, and tell bedtime stories that come to fruition by daybreak. Laughter, love, and hugs would be our currency and the only villains would be the ones from our pasts, the ones banished to our memories, the ones that try to leak to our conscious mind, threatening our fantastical dimension, when behaviors of the old world creep back like muscle memory. But we don't succumb nor do we suppress, instead we allow the memories to take their course so we are reminded of what we have left behind and for good reasons before sentencing the thoughts back to the darkness where they belong. This place is unlike any others. It's not real but it's mine and the insane possibility of it one day being a reality keeps me sane. Until the time comes where God or whomever asks me where I'd like to spend eternity or if I ever "lose my mind" and I must wonder alone in my head I know exactly what I'll say and where I'll go. If you ever wish to join me you'll know where to find me. All are welcome but not everyone will stay.
Back to real time... In two months this will be the new do to aspire to. In the mean time, I'll be wiggin out with these synthetic fibers. #fantasy#innocence#haveyouseenmychildhood#escapereality#memories#future#past#oneday#heavenonearth#dreamadream#dreamscometruewhenyousleep#runaway#lostinspace#lostinreality#iamwhatiam
Dream destination 01/02 checked ✔
World's largest natural mirror. The view here is just amazing.
Make myself a promise that I have to visit Uyuni & Machu Picchu before I turn 30. And also before I offically become someone's wife. First one done 😉
Thank you 2019, you have been great. Looking forward to 2020.