Lying hopelessly on the floor, she cried her heart out the night you told her that you were mistaken to think that you loved her. While in reality you were simply tired of cheating on her. Her heart ached worse than ever. She didn’t feel like breathing anymore. You were all she had. The one she loved the most. The mascara spread all over her face. After hours of crying and cursing, she managed to pick herself up.
The black dress in which she had imagined dancing herself by your side was the one she started hating the most. The morning coffee that she had always enjoyed drinking while talking to you on phone turned to be the worst drink ever. The monsoon rain in which she had always played with you, happened to be the most depressing time of the year. The girl who was so full of life became the most melancholic soul.
For days she had been depressed and lost. All she could do was pray to God to send you back. Silly little girl didn’t know that God had removed you from her life to end her sufferings. You were never good enough yet she considered you perfect. You were never worth-loving yet she loved you insanely. Never trustworthy, yet she blindly trusted you.
Today, after months have passed, you saw her at the Mall, playing with her hair, laughing like crazy and you realize that the glow in the air is what her laugh spreads. You realize that her smile is that one curve that sets everything perfect. You now realize that you have never seen eyes shining brighter than hers. You get to know that short hair have never looked so good on another girl. You finally realize that you have fallen in love with the girl you ruined but she managed to pick herself up and move on after months of crying.
You might want to talk to her and even gather some courage to leave a text or give her a call and if you’re lucky enough to get a reply but you’ll notice the change in her tone, the coldness in her attitude and the way she had grown up.
Clearly she isn’t in love with you anymore because what you have been trying to tell her was that you have always kept her on as an option. She finally realized her worth and so did you.