Every night I think of you before be with the hopes of having you in my dreams..
I miss u... #missyou#inmydreams
22018 April, 2019
“Are you sure? You have five bags and as far as I could tell you only have two arms.” Shawn says and chuckles. I smile politely. “I will try on my own at least.” Shawn helps me to get the bags out of his trunk. “Well, have a nice day Shawn. Thank you for everything! Really. Bye.” I say slowly taking one step after the other backwards. I see on Shawn’s face that he wants to say something else to me but I just turn around and storm through the doors. I know that this was kind of unfriendly but I need some time for myself now. I am glad that I know someone here but I don’t want to spend hours with him.
Tired I walk into my room and start to unpack my bags. Gladly, I have a huge fridge in my kitchen so I can put all my products in there.
After I did this I throw my tired body on my huge bed. I fall asleep immediately. Since I came out of the hospital two weeks ago I get tired so easily.
Someone knowing on the door aggressively wakes me up. With a racing heart and a shaking body I get up. This is him. I knew he would find me here. He will kill me. I know that he will. My pulse is rushing in my ears as I am trying to breath quietly. On my tip toes I sneak over to the door.
I am about to open the door with shaking fingers as I hold my breath scared. The blood gives way out of my face. I know that I am as pale as a white sheet of paper. “Hey. Finally. I found you.” He says. The last thing I remember is that everything in front of me got blurry and that I collapsed.
Someone is talking to me. I am laying on a bed. I don’t know who’s bed it is. I need to wake up.
Very slowly I open my eyes. I carefully look to my left and then to my right. There is no one. This is my only chance to flee. As quick as my body can carry me I am getting up and try to get to the door. “Hey wait! What are you doing?” Someone screams behind me. This is not my ex. This is Shawn.
I stop immediately. I turn around and look at him. Sadly, my body is still a little bit weak and I stumble backwards. Shawn runs towards me with big steps. Right before I fall down his muscular arms catch me. “Carefully.” He says quietly. I nod and throw myself in his arms. I am safe.