My heart is hurting... it feels broken and bruised. Our home feels too quiet, too empty. My eyes are raw from all the tears I’ve cried and I just feel so damn sad.
Yesterday morning my beautiful Oscar crossed over the rainbow bridge, leaving behind a world of hurt... but also so many beautiful memories that I will try to never forget.
This picture was taken the day I picked him up from quarantine. It was just under a year ago that he flew across the world to start a new chapter of life with me in Australia... just a year to explore new surroundings and smells, swim in the ocean, chase lizards and bask in the Australian sun.... It wasn’t enough time.
The love for a pet is like no other... it’s real and amazing and the memories you make and emotions you feel make up for all the hurt you have when you lose them. He was my best mate - he was with me for 12 amazing years, by my side through so many chapters in my life. He was the solid rock in my world and I couldn’t imagine my life without him. I loved him with every part of me, which was why making the decision to end his suffering was so obvious but so hard at the same time.
I wanted to share this with you because he was and still is such a huge part of me.
You might not hear from me for the next little while, but I just need to find my heart again.
Thank you for all your support ❤️