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  • This #NewSeason19, i've decided to deviate from my usual pastels, and try out more bolder look. Because the business I’m in, I need to take on a new style and trend as they pop up. All though challenging, I have decided to take on this mammoth task head-on and ace it in every way. These days I don't skip on experimenting with my workwear to keep it casual yet stylish to let the #NewMe shine through, always. So, for my first look of the #Myntra3DayChallenge, I picked up @forever21_in tube top (style code: 8748175) and HRX joggers (Style Code: 1912822) from the Myntra New Season 2019 Autumn Winter Collection. Click on the LINK IN BIO to choose from vast collection to ace your look today. 
#Myntra3DayChallenge #Myntra #NewSeason19 #galleri5InfluenStar #AakritiRana #Ad 📸 @duagunjan
  • This #NewSeason19 , i've decided to deviate from my usual pastels, and try out more bolder look. Because the business I’m in, I need to take on a new style and trend as they pop up. All though challenging, I have decided to take on this mammoth task head-on and ace it in every way. These days I don't skip on experimenting with my workwear to keep it casual yet stylish to let the #NewMe shine through, always. So, for my first look of the #Myntra3DayChallenge , I picked up @forever21_in tube top (style code: 8748175) and HRX joggers (Style Code: 1912822) from the Myntra New Season 2019 Autumn Winter Collection. Click on the LINK IN BIO to choose from vast collection to ace your look today.
    #Myntra3DayChallenge #Myntra #NewSeason19 #galleri5InfluenStar #AakritiRana #Ad 📸 @duagunjan
  • 7,608 47 12 September, 2019
  • Де я пропала? 
Who am I now?
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З першого ж дня перебування тут, я зрозуміла, що легко не буде. Сама себе переконувала, що все буде в порядку, і у мене все вийде. Але... розгубилась.
Я зовсім забула, як це, починати з початку. І чесно кажучи досі не знаю що з того вийде.
За два тижні змінила уже дві роботи. Надіюся що теперішня на довго😅
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Мені подобається ритм цього міста, і те що є багато роботи... просто зловила себе на тому, що не вмію влитися в цей ритм.
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За останні роки вже аж надто розслабилася, клієнтки знаходили мене самі, фото робіт ніхто не просив. Звідси як висновок, пусте портфоліо🤦🏼‍♀️
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Створила нову сторінку в інстаграмі, буду розвивати її з нуля. Нові фото, відео, новий стиль.
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Не впізнаю себе... мною заволодів страх🤭 Радію тільки від того, що потихеньку повертаю свою впертість в звичний для мене стан і в голові вимальовується схема, моєї майбутньої роботи.
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Ви коли небуть починали з початку?
Мене звісно ж заспокоюють всі, що буває і гірше, але...😅
  • Де я пропала?
    Who am I now?

    З першого ж дня перебування тут, я зрозуміла, що легко не буде. Сама себе переконувала, що все буде в порядку, і у мене все вийде. Але... розгубилась.
    Я зовсім забула, як це, починати з початку. І чесно кажучи досі не знаю що з того вийде.
    За два тижні змінила уже дві роботи. Надіюся що теперішня на довго😅

    Мені подобається ритм цього міста, і те що є багато роботи... просто зловила себе на тому, що не вмію влитися в цей ритм.

    За останні роки вже аж надто розслабилася, клієнтки знаходили мене самі, фото робіт ніхто не просив. Звідси як висновок, пусте портфоліо🤦🏼‍♀️

    Створила нову сторінку в інстаграмі, буду розвивати її з нуля. Нові фото, відео, новий стиль.

    Не впізнаю себе... мною заволодів страх🤭 Радію тільки від того, що потихеньку повертаю свою впертість в звичний для мене стан і в голові вимальовується схема, моєї майбутньої роботи.

    Ви коли небуть починали з початку?
    Мене звісно ж заспокоюють всі, що буває і гірше, але...😅
  • 220 14 21 September, 2019

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  • Spousta z vás se mě ptá, co že to držím za dietu.. VŮBEC ŽÁDNOU!!
Po pár letech kdy jsem zkoušela kde co.. ať už sacharidové vlny, keto dietu, intermitentní hladovění a nebo další hromadu jiných nesmyslných diet, který vám sice zaručí, že zhubnete.. ale co z toho, když po všech dietách nastáva Jo-Jo efekt? 😏
Neomezujme se.. Dopřávejme si.. 🙏
Naučila jsem se pouze zdravému životnímu stylu.. Jím 5x denně menší porce.. Vyřadila jsem sladké, které jsem nahradila proteinovýma dobrotama.. klasické pečivo jsem nahradila žitným, celozrnným.. dodržuji pitný režim.. Sladké nápoje jsem vyměnila za vodu nebo zelený čaj.. 🍵
TO ALE NEZNAMENÁ, že už si nikdy v životě nedopřeji něco dobrého.. Miluju jídlo.. tak proč si sem tam nedát pizzu, hambáč nebo něco sladkého? Proč? Protože se potom přibírá na váze? Ve velkém množství ano.. ALE když se naučíme tělu dávat správné a potřebné živiny.. nemusíme mít vůbec strach, že hned při pohledu na čokoládový dort přibereme.. Stačí dodržovat jednoduché Paretovo pravidlo - 8🥑/2🍔.. Z 80% papej zdravě a vyváženě z 20% si užívej.. Btw.. než se mě někdo zeptá.. nejím suchou rejži s masem ani nic tomu podobného 😅 
Vařím a peču normální česká i zahraniční jídla.. jen nahrazuji ingredience ✌

A nakonec dvě otázečky na vás 🤗 Drželi jste někdy nějakou dietu?Splnila vaše očekávání?

#FuelYourAmbition #czechgirl #neverstop #neverstopdreaming #bodytransformation #mytransformation #bodybuilding #weightloss #justdoit #healthyfoodlover #healthyme #newme
  • Spousta z vás se mě ptá, co že to držím za dietu.. VŮBEC ŽÁDNOU!!
    Po pár letech kdy jsem zkoušela kde co.. ať už sacharidové vlny, keto dietu, intermitentní hladovění a nebo další hromadu jiných nesmyslných diet, který vám sice zaručí, že zhubnete.. ale co z toho, když po všech dietách nastáva Jo-Jo efekt? 😏
    Neomezujme se.. Dopřávejme si.. 🙏
    Naučila jsem se pouze zdravému životnímu stylu.. Jím 5x denně menší porce.. Vyřadila jsem sladké, které jsem nahradila proteinovýma dobrotama.. klasické pečivo jsem nahradila žitným, celozrnným.. dodržuji pitný režim.. Sladké nápoje jsem vyměnila za vodu nebo zelený čaj.. 🍵
    TO ALE NEZNAMENÁ, že už si nikdy v životě nedopřeji něco dobrého.. Miluju jídlo.. tak proč si sem tam nedát pizzu, hambáč nebo něco sladkého? Proč? Protože se potom přibírá na váze? Ve velkém množství ano.. ALE když se naučíme tělu dávat správné a potřebné živiny.. nemusíme mít vůbec strach, že hned při pohledu na čokoládový dort přibereme.. Stačí dodržovat jednoduché Paretovo pravidlo - 8🥑/2🍔.. Z 80% papej zdravě a vyváženě z 20% si užívej.. Btw.. než se mě někdo zeptá.. nejím suchou rejži s masem ani nic tomu podobného 😅
    Vařím a peču normální česká i zahraniční jídla.. jen nahrazuji ingredience ✌

    A nakonec dvě otázečky na vás 🤗 Drželi jste někdy nějakou dietu?Splnila vaše očekávání?

    #FuelYourAmbition #czechgirl #neverstop #neverstopdreaming #bodytransformation #mytransformation #bodybuilding #weightloss #justdoit #healthyfoodlover #healthyme #newme
  • 9 6 21 minutes ago
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まだまだ 夏感じたいし
明るくしたっ 🐒🖤
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  • 1 year ago I didn't dance and never thougjt I would be so good as I am today. Voguing has improved myself as a person and changed my life to the better. Let's do some posing to celebrate! #improvingyou #newlife #newme
  • 1 year ago I didn't dance and never thougjt I would be so good as I am today. Voguing has improved myself as a person and changed my life to the better. Let's do some posing to celebrate! #improvingyou #newlife #newme
  • 2 0 37 minutes ago
  • My office view right now. 😁❤️😉😊😎💃
Now this is something I could get used to! I love being able to grow my business and make some extra money for my family, plus make new friends and feel healthier, in little pockets of my day! You can do this fron anywhere. You set the goal.. We'll help you hit it! You're in this business for yourself, but never by yourself.  I've been doing this for a while and it Judy keeps helping better... More amazing total health and wellness and beauty products, expanding to more countries, the amazing bonuses, the CEO, making it easier for us to promote, great loyal customer discount and perks! If you'd like to make a few extra $hundred...or $$thoudands... Or $$$tens of thousands... from your phone, 📱. I've seen people from all walks of life succeed at this, I'm on my way to the top to be making $33k oer mo. Avg. and would love to help you get there!  Great news!! 😃🤗🤗 I have 5 VIP special codes available for some positive, hard working, persistent, determined dreamers to join with 1/2 OFF business builder kit, looking for a few people wanting to run with me! Comment below or DM me "FREEDOM" to join!
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#cleanse #gethealthy #losingweight #Thankful #coffeetime #blessed #organicjuice #bettersleep #greens #freezepressed #Familytime #ketofriendly #JustCelery #detox #LoveYourself #SelfCompassion #RealMom #lovemychild #Freedom #1stTimeMommy #KetoDiet #Fitness #Lovelife #gethealthy #CuddleBugs #hungry #LoseWeight #NewMe #Keto #positivity
  • My office view right now. 😁❤️😉😊😎💃
    Now this is something I could get used to! I love being able to grow my business and make some extra money for my family, plus make new friends and feel healthier, in little pockets of my day! You can do this fron anywhere. You set the goal.. We'll help you hit it! You're in this business for yourself, but never by yourself. I've been doing this for a while and it Judy keeps helping better... More amazing total health and wellness and beauty products, expanding to more countries, the amazing bonuses, the CEO, making it easier for us to promote, great loyal customer discount and perks! If you'd like to make a few extra $hundred...or $$thoudands... Or $$$tens of thousands... from your phone, 📱. I've seen people from all walks of life succeed at this, I'm on my way to the top to be making $33k oer mo. Avg. and would love to help you get there! Great news!! 😃🤗🤗 I have 5 VIP special codes available for some positive, hard working, persistent, determined dreamers to join with 1/2 OFF business builder kit, looking for a few people wanting to run with me! Comment below or DM me "FREEDOM" to join!
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  • 5 0 41 minutes ago
  • Happy Sunday!!! Equinox was yesterday, meaning we are halfway between Summer and Winter as the earth orbits. Lots of time for perspective shifts, reflections of this year, change, letting go of what no longer serves, being and resting with who we are, and also letting projects and goals take on a different momentum leading to the year’s end. .
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I love how Judaism celebrates Rosh Hashanah, which is next Saturday, as the new year. I really take a lot of meaning from that. 
I hope you’re enjoying your Sunday. Some tips for Sunday Scaries (if applicable) are exercise, yoga (20-30 minutes up to 1-2 hours)🤸🏽‍♂️calling up a friend☎️, deep cleaning/purging/clutter-clearing of space (letting go makes room for new) 🍁, and making a to-do list/plan for the week ahead ✏️. We got this!!!! .
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#sundayfunday #sundayvibes #takeabreak #centered #hopandskip #newyear #newme #positivity #equinox #nature #seasons #seasonschanging #fall #transitions #acupuncturelife #healthylife #healthyliving
  • Happy Sunday!!! Equinox was yesterday, meaning we are halfway between Summer and Winter as the earth orbits. Lots of time for perspective shifts, reflections of this year, change, letting go of what no longer serves, being and resting with who we are, and also letting projects and goals take on a different momentum leading to the year’s end. .
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    I love how Judaism celebrates Rosh Hashanah, which is next Saturday, as the new year. I really take a lot of meaning from that.
    I hope you’re enjoying your Sunday. Some tips for Sunday Scaries (if applicable) are exercise, yoga (20-30 minutes up to 1-2 hours)🤸🏽‍♂️calling up a friend☎️, deep cleaning/purging/clutter-clearing of space (letting go makes room for new) 🍁, and making a to-do list/plan for the week ahead ✏️. We got this!!!! .
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    #sundayfunday #sundayvibes #takeabreak #centered #hopandskip #newyear #newme #positivity #equinox #nature #seasons #seasonschanging #fall #transitions #acupuncturelife #healthylife #healthyliving
  • 6 0 44 minutes ago
  • I looked back at pictures this morning from my years in ministry and remembered the sting of how I felt in each picture. About 95% of pictures I ever took with me in them were never shared and if it was it was only because our kids were in them.  I hated how I looked. I hated my hair short but it was easy. Small kids to take care of, already exhausted and I didn't have to fix it much. I hated looking in the mirror and my face feeling gigantic, but it was hard...too hard to do something about it. It meant time that I didn't have. It meant money to eat healthy that I didn't have cause let's be honest,  healthy eating is expensive. The decision to stick with a diet was full of fear and failure because I could never get past the first 2 weeks. Soda was my go to comfort drink when I was tired and stressed and well...that wasn't going away anytime soon so the thought of giving up soda about killed me. 
But to look at my picture's now in 2019, I wouldn't have changed that hard work for anything in the world. To feel confident, beautiful for my husband,  joyful, full of laughter again and the time and energy to live my best life. Absolutely worth ever drop of sweat and every decision of healthy food I put in my mouth, especially the decisions  of food I loved and I decided NOT to put in my mouth. 🍞🥞🍟🍔🍕🎂🍰🧁🍩 (Now reserved for every once in a while and a small bite. You don't have to eat the entire cake or McDonald's large fries.) Decide today that you will live your best life, let go of fear, and keep your eyes focused on your goals. It will be hard, you will have days of frustration cause let's face it...getting healthy is a battle but it is SO worth the fight. 
#weightloss 
#weightlosstransformation 
#goals
#foodchoices
#hardwork
#newme 
#fear 
#failure 
#youcandoit 
#gritandgrace
  • I looked back at pictures this morning from my years in ministry and remembered the sting of how I felt in each picture. About 95% of pictures I ever took with me in them were never shared and if it was it was only because our kids were in them. I hated how I looked. I hated my hair short but it was easy. Small kids to take care of, already exhausted and I didn't have to fix it much. I hated looking in the mirror and my face feeling gigantic, but it was hard...too hard to do something about it. It meant time that I didn't have. It meant money to eat healthy that I didn't have cause let's be honest, healthy eating is expensive. The decision to stick with a diet was full of fear and failure because I could never get past the first 2 weeks. Soda was my go to comfort drink when I was tired and stressed and well...that wasn't going away anytime soon so the thought of giving up soda about killed me.
    But to look at my picture's now in 2019, I wouldn't have changed that hard work for anything in the world. To feel confident, beautiful for my husband, joyful, full of laughter again and the time and energy to live my best life. Absolutely worth ever drop of sweat and every decision of healthy food I put in my mouth, especially the decisions of food I loved and I decided NOT to put in my mouth. 🍞🥞🍟🍔🍕🎂🍰🧁🍩 (Now reserved for every once in a while and a small bite. You don't have to eat the entire cake or McDonald's large fries.) Decide today that you will live your best life, let go of fear, and keep your eyes focused on your goals. It will be hard, you will have days of frustration cause let's face it...getting healthy is a battle but it is SO worth the fight.
    #weightloss
    #weightlosstransformation
    #goals
    #foodchoices
    #hardwork
    #newme
    #fear
    #failure
    #youcandoit
    #gritandgrace
  • 3 1 50 minutes ago
  • Hallöchen ihr Lieben! 🌸
Ich habe einige experimentierfreudige Tage hinter mir und fühle mich mittlerweile wirklich großartig, weil ich (endlich) weiß, was ich will. 
Normalerweise bin ich so ziemlich der sprunghafteste Mensch auf der Welt. 😆
Vor zwei Wochen habe ich mir einen eBook-Reader gekauft und seitdem habe ich viel (Frei-)Zeit mit Lesen verbracht. Tatsächlich beende ich morgen schon mein 3. Buch! 😳 Mich macht das glücklich, weil ich mir unter anderem auch Bücher aussuche, die mir im Leben weiterhelfen (könnten). Darunter z.B. „Nur was ich mag“ von Sissi Kandziora und „Magic Cleaning“ von Marie Kondo (unbezahlte Werbung). Von letzterem fehlen mir noch 50 Seiten und bis hierhin haben mir Tipps und Ratschläge von den beiden schon sehr geholfen. 😍 Natürlich kann und muss ich jetzt nicht alle Methoden 1:1 umsetzen, weil das einfach zu viel des Guten wäre. Aber mein Blick für die Dinge, die ich besitze, hat sich grundlegend verändert. Ebenso der Blick auf die Dinge, die ich zukünftig besitzen, mir also noch anschaffen werde (oder auch nicht). Ich habe angefangen meine Sachen auszusortieren. In den Müll kommen allerdings nur die Dinge, die entweder kaputt, stark verschmutzt oder abgelaufen, also unbrauchbar sind. Alles andere wird verschenkt, gespendet oder verkauft. 
Ich wollte außerdem herausfinden, ob Instagram zu den Dingen in meinem Leben gehört, die mich wirklich glücklich machen. Ich habe testweise mein Konto für 1 Woche deaktiviert und die App von meinem Handy gelöscht. Euch wird das vermutlich gar nicht aufgefallen sein. Nach wenigen Tagen (3-4 höchstens) habe ich Instagram richtig vermisst! Und nach 7 Tagen war ich glücklich, die App wieder zu haben. ❤️ Fragt mich nicht, wieso ich gerade so eine Selbstfindungsphase durchmache. 
Ich weiß es selbst nicht. 
Eventuell liegt es ja an meinem nahendem Geburtstag und der Tatsache, dass dann mein letztes Jahr mit der „2“ vorne beginnt ? 
Who knows?! 🤷‍♀️
Kennt ihr solche Phasen von euch? Und habt ihr vielleicht sogar noch passende Buchtipps? Ich brauche bald Nachschub. 😁💕 #selbstliebe #newme #neustart #prettyhappy #happygirlsaretheprettiest #loveyourself #lovemylife #picoftheday #behappy #selfcare
  • Hallöchen ihr Lieben! 🌸
    Ich habe einige experimentierfreudige Tage hinter mir und fühle mich mittlerweile wirklich großartig, weil ich (endlich) weiß, was ich will.
    Normalerweise bin ich so ziemlich der sprunghafteste Mensch auf der Welt. 😆
    Vor zwei Wochen habe ich mir einen eBook-Reader gekauft und seitdem habe ich viel (Frei-)Zeit mit Lesen verbracht. Tatsächlich beende ich morgen schon mein 3. Buch! 😳 Mich macht das glücklich, weil ich mir unter anderem auch Bücher aussuche, die mir im Leben weiterhelfen (könnten). Darunter z.B. „Nur was ich mag“ von Sissi Kandziora und „Magic Cleaning“ von Marie Kondo (unbezahlte Werbung). Von letzterem fehlen mir noch 50 Seiten und bis hierhin haben mir Tipps und Ratschläge von den beiden schon sehr geholfen. 😍 Natürlich kann und muss ich jetzt nicht alle Methoden 1:1 umsetzen, weil das einfach zu viel des Guten wäre. Aber mein Blick für die Dinge, die ich besitze, hat sich grundlegend verändert. Ebenso der Blick auf die Dinge, die ich zukünftig besitzen, mir also noch anschaffen werde (oder auch nicht). Ich habe angefangen meine Sachen auszusortieren. In den Müll kommen allerdings nur die Dinge, die entweder kaputt, stark verschmutzt oder abgelaufen, also unbrauchbar sind. Alles andere wird verschenkt, gespendet oder verkauft.
    Ich wollte außerdem herausfinden, ob Instagram zu den Dingen in meinem Leben gehört, die mich wirklich glücklich machen. Ich habe testweise mein Konto für 1 Woche deaktiviert und die App von meinem Handy gelöscht. Euch wird das vermutlich gar nicht aufgefallen sein. Nach wenigen Tagen (3-4 höchstens) habe ich Instagram richtig vermisst! Und nach 7 Tagen war ich glücklich, die App wieder zu haben. ❤️ Fragt mich nicht, wieso ich gerade so eine Selbstfindungsphase durchmache.
    Ich weiß es selbst nicht.
    Eventuell liegt es ja an meinem nahendem Geburtstag und der Tatsache, dass dann mein letztes Jahr mit der „2“ vorne beginnt ?
    Who knows?! 🤷‍♀️
    Kennt ihr solche Phasen von euch? Und habt ihr vielleicht sogar noch passende Buchtipps? Ich brauche bald Nachschub. 😁💕 #selbstliebe #newme #neustart #prettyhappy #happygirlsaretheprettiest #loveyourself #lovemylife #picoftheday #behappy #selfcare
  • 30 1 1 hour ago
  • The moment it happens. You fit into your favorite shorts before you ever got pregnant with twins. Happily married. Glowing. Successful. Confident. Carrying my Victoria's Secret bag and a nice, hot coffee from Starbucks. 
And you pass your old, miserable, gossip bosses. EPIC. 👌
Hope you enjoyed the view. Smile princess, you only live once. 😘😁
#happy #successful #newbeginnings #newme #enjoy #life #confidence
  • The moment it happens. You fit into your favorite shorts before you ever got pregnant with twins. Happily married. Glowing. Successful. Confident. Carrying my Victoria's Secret bag and a nice, hot coffee from Starbucks.
    And you pass your old, miserable, gossip bosses. EPIC. 👌
    Hope you enjoyed the view. Smile princess, you only live once. 😘😁
    #happy #successful #newbeginnings #newme #enjoy #life #confidence
  • 10 2 1 hour ago
  • #VulnerablePost
I know that we are supposed to love ourselves no matter what, and I do.. I, genuinely, do.
But, some days, for no apparent reason, we doubt ourselves.
Today is one of those days.
I mean, I wore that crop top all day yesterday & felt confident & amazing.
Then, today, I pulled the tags off of the size 8 shorts that I bought a while back (I've been wearing my 10s ever since, because I kept telling myself that I wasn't "quite" an 8, yet... Yesterday I wore those size 8 capris, obviously, I am...
So, that's what I reminded myself of this morning.
I straightened my hair & put it up, in my shorts & bra. I was feeling great.
Before I started, I got this shirt out & laid it on my bed. (We all know why we straighten our hair BEFORE we put our shirt on lmao)
After I was done with my hair, I put it on & looked in the mirror.
Honestly, it felt like a couple of tons of bricks hit me...
Not because I hated what I saw.. But, because I just can't seem to wrap my head around what I see.
Thinking about it, now, it seems like such a STUPID "problem" to have... I'm gonna say it anyways, because I DID feel it, and it IS valid........
How is it possible that I look this small? How is it even possible that I AM this small?
I'm no different, size wise, than I was yesterday. The difference?
This shirt!!!
When I bought this shirt, it was towards the beginning of my journey. I could BARELY even squeeze into it. Not even a joke. When I tried it on I thought I might rip it when I was taking it off.
I remember thinking, "shit, I will never fit into this shirt". I put it in my closet anyways, in the "just in case of a miracle" section.. Maybe it would never "fit", but I could always wear a shirt under to make it work, like I had done for SO many other shirts.
This morning, I put it on... I didn't have to tug or pull for it to cover my whole torso. It just fell like that, so natural...
I looked in the mirror, and instead of seeing a shirt that was a bit snug, it hung loose..... EVERYWHERE.
I just stood there, staring for a minute.. Trying to convince myself that my mind was tricking me, like it used to do.
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  • #VulnerablePost
    I know that we are supposed to love ourselves no matter what, and I do.. I, genuinely, do.
    But, some days, for no apparent reason, we doubt ourselves.
    Today is one of those days.
    I mean, I wore that crop top all day yesterday & felt confident & amazing.
    Then, today, I pulled the tags off of the size 8 shorts that I bought a while back (I've been wearing my 10s ever since, because I kept telling myself that I wasn't "quite" an 8, yet... Yesterday I wore those size 8 capris, obviously, I am...
    So, that's what I reminded myself of this morning.
    I straightened my hair & put it up, in my shorts & bra. I was feeling great.
    Before I started, I got this shirt out & laid it on my bed. (We all know why we straighten our hair BEFORE we put our shirt on lmao)
    After I was done with my hair, I put it on & looked in the mirror.
    Honestly, it felt like a couple of tons of bricks hit me...
    Not because I hated what I saw.. But, because I just can't seem to wrap my head around what I see.
    Thinking about it, now, it seems like such a STUPID "problem" to have... I'm gonna say it anyways, because I DID feel it, and it IS valid........
    How is it possible that I look this small? How is it even possible that I AM this small?
    I'm no different, size wise, than I was yesterday. The difference?
    This shirt!!!
    When I bought this shirt, it was towards the beginning of my journey. I could BARELY even squeeze into it. Not even a joke. When I tried it on I thought I might rip it when I was taking it off.
    I remember thinking, "shit, I will never fit into this shirt". I put it in my closet anyways, in the "just in case of a miracle" section.. Maybe it would never "fit", but I could always wear a shirt under to make it work, like I had done for SO many other shirts.
    This morning, I put it on... I didn't have to tug or pull for it to cover my whole torso. It just fell like that, so natural...
    I looked in the mirror, and instead of seeing a shirt that was a bit snug, it hung loose..... EVERYWHERE.
    I just stood there, staring for a minute.. Trying to convince myself that my mind was tricking me, like it used to do.
    (Continued in 2 comments..)
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