always embrace inner and natural beauty! this is my bare face with a little mascara and clear lip gloss... also this is basically what I always look like because I never wear makeup outside of modeling!🐷
No Makeup Monday! Today is my birthday but I have felt pretty sick this past day and a half so I decided to treat myself to a little extra skin care to get myself back to tip top shape. This is a clay mask with cucumber from @victoriassecret and let me tell you, my face feels baby smooth!
Hey! I wanted to take a moment to introduce myself… many of you see a side of me that doesn’t really portray my true personality 😛 Tonight, as I was standing in the kitchen preparing for our camping trip I looked around and realized nothing could describe me more than my crazy out of control kitchen - in the process of cooking 4 (no joke) recipes at the same time: instant pot going, two things in the oven, mixing another - oh and dinner half started! This really isn’t a strange situation for me, it is just the norm. So now more about the real me… I am a fun loving, essential oil obsessed (Stress Away and Peppermint for the win tonight!), sarcastic, sometimes half witty, goal oriented over achiever who is recently REAL food OBSESSED (yeah, that means I cook ALMOST everything from scratch these days… and not having dessert isn’t an option and I love it!)! I am also typically a hot mess… it is what it is and it is OK, my husband doesn’t always appreciate it but always enjoys the outcome 😛
Let me tell you a truly victorious and happy little story about what I truly have faced this entire winter. ⚔ 🛡️🗡️🛡️⚔️🛡️🗡️🛡️⚔️
This winter was one of the hardest Winters I've ever faced. With my doctor's office not giving me the correct diagnosis while I was going through psychosis (which Roger is the one who realized it, thus we going in tomorrow together), people I trusted turning out to be harmful personality types that put me into Ptsd on top of the psychosis, unable to leave the house to get natural vitamin D and exercise, losing many jobs because of my undiagnosed psychosis which again, I am very much so having and no, it's not frickin Bipolar, or autism, I have conversations in my head, which put me into bad moods, and at that note, found out this isn't a normal thing... Family struggles, and lack-of-career depression, still having had an issue of getting my health back after working double to triple shifts at McDonald's to get Roger through school and the GM not letting us eat when we should and eating nothing but McDonald's food when I could, because of how bad we were struggling (as of recently I have began to feel healthier now that we are doing so much better financially since Roger graduated and I'm eating healthier again) - I pulled through on top. 🌱 I can feel the winter blues leaving and everything else that is a natural struggle becoming easier to maintain again. I had to choose to work solo this winter which reunited me with my passion of solidarity. A few photographers in the area took that as an insult sadly and upon their own, chose to show their true colors. I am thankful they did. I will be working with photographers here again soon, when everything is responsibly resolved and I am doing better.
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Also Roger is hard to work on coding my website 💚 That stuff does not happen over night. I will be working again here soon!
Eu não sou mais a pessoa que costumava ser. Se você descrevesse a pessoa que sou hoje à menina que eu costumava ser, aposto que ela não me reconheceria. Eu nunca teria imaginado, naqueles tempos de cabelo pela cintura, que os cabelos curtos me cairiam tão bem, ou que eu seria o tipo de pessoa que sai na rua sem maquiagem alguma, e sem o mínimo incômodo com a opinião alheia. Nunca imaginei também que passaria e, principalmente, que tiraria de letra, muitas das coisas que vivi. Com o tempo vieram também umas manchinhas de sol e algumas rugas, mas veio também o conforto de amar a pele que habito. Hoje eu me sinto mais EU do que nunca. Mais confortável na minha pele e mais satisfeita em dizer não a coisas na minha vida que eu me sentiria mortificada em dizer não antes. Essa sensação se intensifica a cada ano. E hoje, completando 34 anos, eu só desejo que essa evolução continue constante, revigorante e fascinante como tem sido até agora. Feliz aniversário pra mim 🎉🎂 #semfiltro#semmaquiagem#nofilter#nofilterneeded#nomakeup#decaralimpa#happybirthdaytome
#tbt to about 3 months ago when I was trying on dresses for my rehearsal dinner at later to be had at @innofthe7thray
I was tired, had 15 min. while my fiancé waited in the car (we were fitting this in amongst errands) and the dinner was the next day. What was awesome is that I found two that I liked almost straight away (very unusual for me).
I wish I documented the whole wedding process more than I did. In this pic I can see myself so relieved that I did not need to go to a 2nd store (I am not a girl who loves shopping. I am in and out!) In this pic I also see exhaustion lol. Sidebar I bought but never wore this dress so I need an event to go to!! #manifest 💃💃💃💃
Totally used a filter on this but.. no make up (no time!) Actually it looks like there may be a little left over eyebrow powder from the day before🤣