Driving is definitely in my bucket list for this year; the idea to drive to the beach early morning to chase the sunrise sounds amazing to me. -
Well, I can’t do that yet but luckily @miguel.jones can drive (and he is a good one). A spontaneous trip to Paihia was possible thanks to this guy. Such a good trip & a wake-up call to polish my DJ-ing skill (literally repeat the same playlist for hours)
PS: Go yolo on the fuel, be paranoid about getting stuck in the middle of nowhere without reception and reached the gas station with the help of gravity. It's fun.
Busy looking through my gallery and found a lot of photos in there that I have never posted. One of my absolute favourites shots from this alternative couple shoot with @blue_ambassador and her boyfriend. .
Shot at the lovely @lvdpstudio. Want to go back again.
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I can’t sleep so here is a few new pictures pf yesterday photoshoot 👛
I think one of the most difficult things about anxiety is that it’s silent. You’ve got these thoughts and horrible feelings just dwelling inside you, but you can appear fine on the outside. It’s like you’re malfunctioning and you can’t process your own thoughts.
And this is more of a ‘me’ thing. If I’m nervous around someone, more so people my own age, I cannot for the life of me formulate a single sentence, and I turn into a stuttering mess. Which then ends up sparking more anxious thoughts on how I just messed up this persons opinion of me and the cycle continues 😂
It’s something I very much dislike about myself, that I struggle to be open and comfortable with people, because I’ve built up too many walls around me. But as always acknowledging the issue, is the first step to change. ➖➖➖