“The best love in the world is the love of a man. The love of a man who came from your womb, the love of your son! I don’t have a daughter, but maybe the love of a daughter is the best, too. I am first and foremost me, but right after that, I am a mother. The best thing that I can ever be, is me. But the best gift that I will ever have, is being a mother.” – C. JoyBell
This having dreams is stressful.. this military stuff is stressful.. like how- why is it so fucking hard to accept me WITH NOTHING ON MY RECORD BUT "PAST HISTORY DEPRESSION", that I've never been treated for!! BUT you can accept an ex addict, an ex felon, etc waaaaayyy faster than what I'm going through.. this not having control thing isnt working with my brain rn.