We fear people who make us feel, when feeling is exactly what we need. We fear opening up to people, when freedom in our truth is exactly what we need. People will judge you, but it's not their acceptance you need, it's your own.
Don’t fear the beauty of who you are and the parts of yourself you believe make you flawed, because loving yourself is exactly what you need.
What is keeping you from sharing your unapologetic truth?
Should be back to posting normally starting next week! 💕
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We believe that to love our reflection, to accept ourselves, we have to appear ‘perfect,’ be at our perfect weight, we have to be healed, and fixed, we have to be one with the Universe. This is the day that we have finally earned the right to have self-love. No.
You can love yourself right now, in this moment, no matter where you are or what you have. Even if you cannot feel it, speak it out loud.
COMMENT something you LOVE about yourself right now. Don’t tell me there’s nothing, because thats only reinforcing self-hate. TAG somebody who needs to see this today.
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Hi, so i thought i would share what happened, so last Monday I started feeling suicidal and self injurious and slightly paranoid but I managed it and got through school, it got worse everyday since then, I was sent home from school on Tuesday and Wednesday and then they said I should take the rest of the week off, but then on Thursday I self harmed badly and my dad took me to A & E at tameside hospital, there I was seen by lots of doctors and nurses and then I refused to go into hospital so I am now sectioned again, then we waited 16 hours in A & E for this hospital to say yes for me because the issue was at my age I'm too old for adolescent units but too young for adult units so that's why it took so long for them to say yes and now I'm on a general adolescent unit at Fairfield hospital. Last night, I tried to kill myself with my Dr. Martens shoe lace, my face was red and lips were blue and my face and teeth were in so much pain, they found me and restrained me so they could take the shoe lace off and I screamed and banged my head against the wall, now I have a blistered bloody bruise on my upper forehead, I wasn't calming down from my meltdown and was kicking the nurses so they restrained me completely and then they injected me with medication to calm me, which was so horrible! Then they stayed with me for a while and I finally calmed down. Then every 15 minutes they took my blood pressure, then it became every hour throughout the night so I've had disrupted sleep, and my blood pressure was so low as well, it was between 83/51 at the lowest and 96/58 at the highest. I'm really shattered and feel horrible and terrified, I wanted to write this down so I don't have to repeat it to everyone. Also, they locked my bathroom door so that's annoying. Bye.
Sometimes I have really rough days still. But my partner messages me everyday telling me how grateful he is to have found me and how much he loves me. It might not seem like much to him but sometimes it's those simple words that put so much meaning into my life that I want to keep pushing forward for him, for me, for us.
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Pada Sabtu tanggal 12 Oktober kemarin, seniman-seniman Art Brut Indonesia yang bernaung di bawah Komunitas Kapal Cinta serta @artpreneur telah sukses menjadi bagian dari pagelaran Pekan Kebudaan Nasional yang diselenggarakan oleh @kemdikbud.ri berlokasi di Istora Senayan Jakarta. Komunitas Kapal Cinta mengambil alih panggung Pentas Inklusif dengan berbagai kegiatan seperti live painting yang dilakukan oleh 9 pelukis Komunitas Kapal Cinta, juga penampilan musik dari Daya Pelita Kasih hingga @anandasukarlan. Tak lupa tentunya kami ucapkan terimakasih atas semua dukungan dan apresiasi yang telah dan terus datang dari berbagai pihak... Mari kita terus bersama-besama menciptakan ekosistem kesenian di Indonesia yang bersifat inklusif. Karena #NothingAboutUsWithoutUs
Egal ob Depressionen, Traumatas, Bipolarität, Borderliner, ...... Jeder der eine psychische Verwundung hat ist herzlich eingeladen.
Eingeladen, um nicht mehr so einsam zu sein, Menschen zuzuhören, sich zu beteiligen, mitzuleiden, mit zu lernen ....... Mir ist es egal welche Diagnose einer hat.
Fakt ist, dass eine psychische Erkrankung unser Leben bestimmt und wir nicht auf alles eine Antwort finden.
Lasst uns gemeinsam die Psycho-Krake bekämpfen.
Auch mit wenig Mitteln, sind doch hin und wieder unglaublich gute Ideen dabei, die helfen den Kampf nicht aufzugeben.
Schönes, lustiges, buntes hilft uns vielleicht an schlechten Tagen.
Lasst uns ernsthaft rangehen und vielleicht findet jeder etwas, dass ihm oder ihr die Kraft gibt, die man sucht.
................................................................... Today was really tough. I lost my mania and had my crash down. It hurts so bad. I just wanna bang my head on a wall or something. I was told the other day that everything that has happened to me as a child was never true and I only want attention. I've repeated this throughout my mind all day and night. "What if I'm faking this..." "What if I do want attention" "What if my friends and Ex left because I only thought about myself..." I really hate to fucking see people post pictures and shit about my ex. It makes me vomit. And when I puke, I taste red. Red tastes disgusting.
God damnit... Next time I see someone mention them, i'm gonna fucking block you. I hate you. Leave me the fuck alone. STOP TRIGGERING ME. Look, my ex is a nice person and they deserve more, but really?! Couldn't you at least find the decency to just leave me outta it?! I should've moved different schools when I had the chance...
Also congratulations to me! I lost another friend! I WONDER THE FUCK WHy?!?!
I WANT TO DIE
please don't go
I'm so sorry. I'm not good enough. Why does god still let me here?! Why?!?!? I hope only happiness to the ones who left me and told me that I was better off dead. I hope you have beautiful children and spouses to read goodnight stories to. I hope that someday you move into a great future and find true love.
I close my eyes and still see you and hear you saying "I love you". I close my eyes and my arms and thighs sting.
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