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  • @xlovers - PLAY YOUR GAME
  • @xlovers - PLAY YOUR GAME
  • 696 5 5 October, 2019
  • Bagaimana kita merespon teman-teman kita yang berbeban berat, putus asa, dan berpikir untuk bunuh diri saja? Mungkin kita kebingungan mencari kata-kata yang tepat, yang bisa menolong mereka untuk memahami bahwa kita bermaksud baik: kita mau ada dan menolong mereka. Bagaimanakah kita memastikan bahwa kata-kata kita mengandung kasih dan anugerah? .
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Kami mengajakmu untuk bersama-sama menjelajahi kata dan kalimat yang bisa kita ungkapkan untuk mendukung, mendorong, dan mengingatkan teman kita bahwa mereka tidak sendirian dalam pertempuran ini. . .

#warungsatekamu #ruangsenikamu

#depresi #depressionhelp #depression #suicidal #harapan #hope #christian #mentalillness
  • Bagaimana kita merespon teman-teman kita yang berbeban berat, putus asa, dan berpikir untuk bunuh diri saja? Mungkin kita kebingungan mencari kata-kata yang tepat, yang bisa menolong mereka untuk memahami bahwa kita bermaksud baik: kita mau ada dan menolong mereka. Bagaimanakah kita memastikan bahwa kata-kata kita mengandung kasih dan anugerah? .
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    Kami mengajakmu untuk bersama-sama menjelajahi kata dan kalimat yang bisa kita ungkapkan untuk mendukung, mendorong, dan mengingatkan teman kita bahwa mereka tidak sendirian dalam pertempuran ini. . .

    #warungsatekamu #ruangsenikamu

    #depresi #depressionhelp #depression #suicidal #harapan #hope #christian #mentalillness
  • 6,028 69 8 October, 2019
  • AKU DAN DEPRESI | Ketika depresi menghadang, rasanya begitu berat untuk kita mengarahkan pandangan ke atas. Kita selalu terdorong untuk melihat ke bawah, melihat ke segala aspek buruk yang menimpa kita, hingga kita pun merasa tiada lagi jalan keluar untuk kita. 
Tetapi, apapun penyebab depresimu, dan apapun kondisimu saat ini, ketahuilah kamu tidak sendirian. Izinkanlah Tuhan menuntunmu, maka Dia akan memberimu kekuatan. .
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#warungsatekamu #ruangsenikamu
#depresi #depressionhelp #depression #suicidal #harapan #hope #christian #mentalillness
  • AKU DAN DEPRESI | Ketika depresi menghadang, rasanya begitu berat untuk kita mengarahkan pandangan ke atas. Kita selalu terdorong untuk melihat ke bawah, melihat ke segala aspek buruk yang menimpa kita, hingga kita pun merasa tiada lagi jalan keluar untuk kita.
    Tetapi, apapun penyebab depresimu, dan apapun kondisimu saat ini, ketahuilah kamu tidak sendirian. Izinkanlah Tuhan menuntunmu, maka Dia akan memberimu kekuatan. .
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    #warungsatekamu #ruangsenikamu
    #depresi #depressionhelp #depression #suicidal #harapan #hope #christian #mentalillness
  • 3,294 14 11 October, 2019
  • It is raining cats and dogs and i have another hotspot ☹️. Is my sad face working?
  • It is raining cats and dogs and i have another hotspot ☹️. Is my sad face working?
  • 1,167 56 17 hours ago

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  • Last night in my AMA I was asked do I think it’s possible to heal from a toxic parent through meditation and mindset work? I was also asked what do you do when your parents deny that you were abused? These are my answers based on my opinion and experience alone. #unbrokenworld
  • Last night in my AMA I was asked do I think it’s possible to heal from a toxic parent through meditation and mindset work? I was also asked what do you do when your parents deny that you were abused? These are my answers based on my opinion and experience alone. #unbrokenworld
  • 7 3 29 minutes ago
  • (Exodus 33:22)

Whenever we make a request to God and He says yes to it, we can be certain that it will come to pass but only according to God's terms.
Moses asked a request of God that he could not survive to experience. But God already knew what Moses was gonna asked and although He couldn't fully grant the request, He was able to grant some of it, but only on His terms. According to His terms, He had to hide Moses in the cliff of the rock. 
Sometimes while we are waiting on God to answer our prayers He has to hide us for a season. The place He chooses may not be comfortable, but it's a place He decided would be most best and most safe. These can be seasons of isolation or some other tight spot where God is teaching us to depend on Him as He brings our prayer requests to manifestation.
He will also have to cover us. If you notice, He didn't say cover Moses' eyes, He said cover Moses. He covers our eyes to keep us from seeing other ways and paths we might try and take because of impatience. He also covers us completely not to keep us from being seen, but to keep us from being notice until the time of His choosing. You maybe looking for a spouse and although everyone sees you, no one is paying you any attention. You may be looking for a promotion and although everyone sees your work, no one is paying it any attention.
This is not meant to discourage us,  but rather to keep us in a place where we will not miss the move of God, which is sure to come!

God loves you!
Give your life to Christ
Say Lord I confess my sins, and I make You my Lord and Savior.
From @joseph4inspiration

#Depressed #Loser #Sad #Blood
#Depression #Suicidal #Lonely #Ugly #Unhappy #kik #S4S #Like4Like #Unloved #Anxiety #Failure #Killme #Suicide #Worthless #Death #Hopeless #Unnoticed #Bleeding #Bipolar
#Cut #selfharmmm #Anorexia #Eatingdisorder #triggerwarning
  • (Exodus 33:22)

    Whenever we make a request to God and He says yes to it, we can be certain that it will come to pass but only according to God's terms.
    Moses asked a request of God that he could not survive to experience. But God already knew what Moses was gonna asked and although He couldn't fully grant the request, He was able to grant some of it, but only on His terms. According to His terms, He had to hide Moses in the cliff of the rock.
    Sometimes while we are waiting on God to answer our prayers He has to hide us for a season. The place He chooses may not be comfortable, but it's a place He decided would be most best and most safe. These can be seasons of isolation or some other tight spot where God is teaching us to depend on Him as He brings our prayer requests to manifestation.
    He will also have to cover us. If you notice, He didn't say cover Moses' eyes, He said cover Moses. He covers our eyes to keep us from seeing other ways and paths we might try and take because of impatience. He also covers us completely not to keep us from being seen, but to keep us from being notice until the time of His choosing. You maybe looking for a spouse and although everyone sees you, no one is paying you any attention. You may be looking for a promotion and although everyone sees your work, no one is paying it any attention.
    This is not meant to discourage us, but rather to keep us in a place where we will not miss the move of God, which is sure to come!

    God loves you!
    Give your life to Christ
    Say Lord I confess my sins, and I make You my Lord and Savior.
    From @joseph4inspiration

    #Depressed #Loser #Sad #Blood
    #Depression #Suicidal #Lonely #Ugly #Unhappy #kik #S4S #Like4Like #Unloved #Anxiety #Failure #Killme #Suicide #Worthless #Death #Hopeless #Unnoticed #Bleeding #Bipolar
    #Cut #selfharmmm #Anorexia #Eatingdisorder #triggerwarning
  • 3 0 42 minutes ago
  • Vitamin D3 the natural form of vitamin D, one of the few vitamins your body makes itself rather than requiring through diet.
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The body creates vitamin D3 in the liver and kidneys when ultraviolet light hits your skin. It absorbs into the bloodstream in the gut and needs dietary fats to fully absorb into the bloodstream.
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People with digestive conditions such as Celiac disease, IBS, and Crohn's, have a harder time absorbing D3 and can become deficient. Also, certain liver conditions can affect D3 production.
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In the U.S, people who live north of Los Angeles or Charleston, South Carolina typically aren't exposed to enough sunlight through the year. In addition, those with darker skin tones have more difficulty absorbing enough ultraviolet light from the sun to properly boost D3 levels because their skin contains higher levels of melanin.
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Sunblock protects the skin from harmful cancer-causing rays, but this protection means you're also absorbing less of what the body needs to make vitamin D. Anything over SPF 8 cuts the ultraviolet production by more than 75 percent. 10 to 20 minutes per day of unprotected sun exposure is generally enough for lighter skinned people, while those with darker skin need about an hour of unprotected sunlight. Afterwards, it is best to apply sunscreen to get those protective benefits.
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Milk and eggs are good sources of vitamin D. Oily fish like cod, mackerel, halibut, and salmon are also high in the nutrient. Mushrooms exposed to UV light, like Maitake and portobello, can contribute as well.
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The most common signs of a vitamin D3 deficiency are weakness, chronic fatigue, depression, anxiety, trouble sleeping, weak bones, and weak immune system. People susceptible to Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) may also have low vitamin D3 levels.
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Vitamin D3 is critical to many systems in the body, from nutrient absorption to healthy bones. When levels are low, chronic vitamin D deficiency sets in and leads to more serious conditions. It's linked to a higher risk of breast cancer, colon cancer, and prostate cancer, as well as heart disease, clinical depression, and weight gain.
📸 credit: @davidmullis 
#iam1stphorm 
#anxietyrelief
  • Vitamin D3 the natural form of vitamin D, one of the few vitamins your body makes itself rather than requiring through diet.
    .
    The body creates vitamin D3 in the liver and kidneys when ultraviolet light hits your skin. It absorbs into the bloodstream in the gut and needs dietary fats to fully absorb into the bloodstream.
    .
    People with digestive conditions such as Celiac disease, IBS, and Crohn's, have a harder time absorbing D3 and can become deficient. Also, certain liver conditions can affect D3 production.
    .
    In the U.S, people who live north of Los Angeles or Charleston, South Carolina typically aren't exposed to enough sunlight through the year. In addition, those with darker skin tones have more difficulty absorbing enough ultraviolet light from the sun to properly boost D3 levels because their skin contains higher levels of melanin.
    .
    Sunblock protects the skin from harmful cancer-causing rays, but this protection means you're also absorbing less of what the body needs to make vitamin D. Anything over SPF 8 cuts the ultraviolet production by more than 75 percent. 10 to 20 minutes per day of unprotected sun exposure is generally enough for lighter skinned people, while those with darker skin need about an hour of unprotected sunlight. Afterwards, it is best to apply sunscreen to get those protective benefits.
    .
    Milk and eggs are good sources of vitamin D. Oily fish like cod, mackerel, halibut, and salmon are also high in the nutrient. Mushrooms exposed to UV light, like Maitake and portobello, can contribute as well.
    .
    The most common signs of a vitamin D3 deficiency are weakness, chronic fatigue, depression, anxiety, trouble sleeping, weak bones, and weak immune system. People susceptible to Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) may also have low vitamin D3 levels.
    .
    Vitamin D3 is critical to many systems in the body, from nutrient absorption to healthy bones. When levels are low, chronic vitamin D deficiency sets in and leads to more serious conditions. It's linked to a higher risk of breast cancer, colon cancer, and prostate cancer, as well as heart disease, clinical depression, and weight gain.
    📸 credit: @davidmullis
    #iam1stphorm
    #anxietyrelief
  • 113 1 43 minutes ago
  • Ah I ruined everything.
  • Ah I ruined everything.
  • 20 4 1 hour ago
  • I laugh at myself a lot...but not in the way I used to..⠀
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It started in High School when I didn’t want anyone to laugh at me and hurt my feelings.⠀
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(I’ve been unintentionally doing weird things for a very long time you guys..)⠀
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I wanted to beat them to the punch, so I would make fun of myself and laugh before anyone else could.⠀
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Well if that wasn’t the recipe for the biggest self criticism cake..I don’t know what is!⠀
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I spent a LONG time figuring out self love - longer than beating the B.A.D.⠀
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Another process that shouldn’t take as long as it does (I miiiiiiiight have something in the works here).⠀
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Now I laugh at the weird things I do like..⠀
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Hiccuping on my podcast..⠀
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Making dorking jokes..⠀
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Whipping out random accents..⠀
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Spilling water on myself in a video.. (my BTB students know what I’m talking about)⠀
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Because it makes me, ME.⠀
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Because I love that I’m different, I’m confident, and I don’t need to be perfect or fit anyone’s definition of how I should look or act.⠀
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When you stand true in who you are, other people have appreciation for it (check out the second photo to see what I mean).⠀
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Self love will unlock SO MUCH for you in every area of life!⠀
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I talk about it more in episode 79 of the Simply Happy podcast. Which just dropped today!⠀
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www.simplyoli.com/podcast (link in bio - go to the podcast tab)⠀
  • I laugh at myself a lot...but not in the way I used to..⠀

    It started in High School when I didn’t want anyone to laugh at me and hurt my feelings.⠀

    (I’ve been unintentionally doing weird things for a very long time you guys..)⠀

    I wanted to beat them to the punch, so I would make fun of myself and laugh before anyone else could.⠀

    Well if that wasn’t the recipe for the biggest self criticism cake..I don’t know what is!⠀

    I spent a LONG time figuring out self love - longer than beating the B.A.D.⠀

    Another process that shouldn’t take as long as it does (I miiiiiiiight have something in the works here).⠀

    Now I laugh at the weird things I do like..⠀

    Hiccuping on my podcast..⠀

    Making dorking jokes..⠀

    Whipping out random accents..⠀

    Spilling water on myself in a video.. (my BTB students know what I’m talking about)⠀

    Because it makes me, ME.⠀

    Because I love that I’m different, I’m confident, and I don’t need to be perfect or fit anyone’s definition of how I should look or act.⠀

    When you stand true in who you are, other people have appreciation for it (check out the second photo to see what I mean).⠀

    Self love will unlock SO MUCH for you in every area of life!⠀

    I talk about it more in episode 79 of the Simply Happy podcast. Which just dropped today!⠀

    www.simplyoli.com/podcast (link in bio - go to the podcast tab)⠀
  • 31 3 2 hours ago
  • 10-16-19
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Just when I’m confident about my looks, just when I’m in the right state of mind, just when I finally start to love myself, it has to get ruined. I hate my life. I hate myself. My parents don’t even care anymore, I’ve told them about my suicidal thoughts and my mom just gets angry at me and tells ME to die. My dad even hears, he doesn’t say anything, he doesn’t even give me or his wife a single glance. I have a boyfriend, right. He’s the source of my happiness, the reason I go to school, the reason I even wake up in the morning. He’s the only reason I’m slowly but surely starting to love myself. He’s there for me when no one else is, and I love him. I really do. But, I just can’t think about how much I really don’t deserve him. I mean, once he came back from his great aunts/grandmas funeral, and I was over here being depressed and even though I should’ve comforted him he was comforting me. I really don’t deserve him. Like, I REALLY don’t deserve him. He’s bought me so much stuff, even though I reject his gifts so many times, telling him I don’t want to take his money, but he’s always insisted I take it. The only nice thing I’ve done so far is bought him a hoodie. I mean, seriously? A fucking hoodie, he’s gotten me THREE rings, half of his hoodies, a t-shirt, I mean he’s really given me so much things and I can’t even do anything close to “nice” for him. I just feel so bad he has to deal with me, I’m also a very clingy person and I like to cling onto people. I have a few guy friends that are like brothers to me, so I’m always talking and clinging onto them, (nothing like hugging though, I just tend to talk to them and follow them a lot because I hate being alone) and my boyfriend doesn’t even talk to girls that much. It just makes me wanna die, thinking about it. I don’t deserve him.
  • 10-16-19
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    Just when I’m confident about my looks, just when I’m in the right state of mind, just when I finally start to love myself, it has to get ruined. I hate my life. I hate myself. My parents don’t even care anymore, I’ve told them about my suicidal thoughts and my mom just gets angry at me and tells ME to die. My dad even hears, he doesn’t say anything, he doesn’t even give me or his wife a single glance. I have a boyfriend, right. He’s the source of my happiness, the reason I go to school, the reason I even wake up in the morning. He’s the only reason I’m slowly but surely starting to love myself. He’s there for me when no one else is, and I love him. I really do. But, I just can’t think about how much I really don’t deserve him. I mean, once he came back from his great aunts/grandmas funeral, and I was over here being depressed and even though I should’ve comforted him he was comforting me. I really don’t deserve him. Like, I REALLY don’t deserve him. He’s bought me so much stuff, even though I reject his gifts so many times, telling him I don’t want to take his money, but he’s always insisted I take it. The only nice thing I’ve done so far is bought him a hoodie. I mean, seriously? A fucking hoodie, he’s gotten me THREE rings, half of his hoodies, a t-shirt, I mean he’s really given me so much things and I can’t even do anything close to “nice” for him. I just feel so bad he has to deal with me, I’m also a very clingy person and I like to cling onto people. I have a few guy friends that are like brothers to me, so I’m always talking and clinging onto them, (nothing like hugging though, I just tend to talk to them and follow them a lot because I hate being alone) and my boyfriend doesn’t even talk to girls that much. It just makes me wanna die, thinking about it. I don’t deserve him.
  • 0 1 2 hours ago
  • 𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥🖤
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The mirror can be the worst ‘person’ you’ll meet, but you show your strength by facing it everyday.
Next time you see the mirror, point at one small thing you like, even if its a shirt you’re wearing. Such a simple task, yet so difficult, i know, but try and see how that one small thing might cheer you up a little🖤
And if it doesn’t, you still faced your fear and stood in-front of the mirror yet you knew its evil ways, and im proud🖤
  • 𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥🖤
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    The mirror can be the worst ‘person’ you’ll meet, but you show your strength by facing it everyday.
    Next time you see the mirror, point at one small thing you like, even if its a shirt you’re wearing. Such a simple task, yet so difficult, i know, but try and see how that one small thing might cheer you up a little🖤
    And if it doesn’t, you still faced your fear and stood in-front of the mirror yet you knew its evil ways, and im proud🖤
  • 3 1 3 hours ago
  • Don't tell me that I'm beautiful
until you've seen the marks
etched in my skin
and the ones on the inside
on my heart
that I hide.
Don't tell me that I'm strong
until you've seen me break down, 
fall apart, time and time again
and cry until the tears no longer come.
Don't tell me that I'm a wonderful person
until I shut you out completely
and push you away, 
because I promised myself,
that you're just like the rest
and you'll get tired of me too.
Don't tell me that I'm lovely
until you've seen what nights are like
and the terror that sometimes posses me
seen me sob and tremble and question "Why me?"
until I run out of air and collapse.
Don't tell me that I'll get trough this, 
that this is only temporary, 
until you've seen the inner torment
inside of my mind
and the demons that refuse
to be silent.
But if you've seen the other part of me
the scars, pain, insecurities and bitterness
that I hide, 
the voices that whisper during the day
and scream during the night,
the darkness lurking behind my smile,
and you still stay by my side
and think me truly beautiful
and then maybe... just maybe... I believe you✨
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#depression #anxiety #depressed #depressededits #depressionkills #depressionquotes #quotes #sayings #socialanxiety #anxietyquotes #depressionandanxiety #sad #sadquotes #broken #poetry #personalitydisorder #mentalhealth #panicattack #suizid #suicidal #triggerwarning #selfharm #sprüche #borderline #mentalillness #therapy
  • Don't tell me that I'm beautiful
    until you've seen the marks
    etched in my skin
    and the ones on the inside
    on my heart
    that I hide.
    Don't tell me that I'm strong
    until you've seen me break down,
    fall apart, time and time again
    and cry until the tears no longer come.
    Don't tell me that I'm a wonderful person
    until I shut you out completely
    and push you away,
    because I promised myself,
    that you're just like the rest
    and you'll get tired of me too.
    Don't tell me that I'm lovely
    until you've seen what nights are like
    and the terror that sometimes posses me
    seen me sob and tremble and question "Why me?"
    until I run out of air and collapse.
    Don't tell me that I'll get trough this,
    that this is only temporary,
    until you've seen the inner torment
    inside of my mind
    and the demons that refuse
    to be silent.
    But if you've seen the other part of me
    the scars, pain, insecurities and bitterness
    that I hide,
    the voices that whisper during the day
    and scream during the night,
    the darkness lurking behind my smile,
    and you still stay by my side
    and think me truly beautiful
    and then maybe... just maybe... I believe you✨
    ______________________________
    #depression #anxiety #depressed #depressededits #depressionkills #depressionquotes #quotes #sayings #socialanxiety #anxietyquotes #depressionandanxiety #sad #sadquotes #broken #poetry #personalitydisorder #mentalhealth #panicattack #suizid #suicidal #triggerwarning #selfharm #sprüche #borderline #mentalillness #therapy
  • 4 1 3 hours ago