Today I fought one of my fears and won!!! 🥊😁
As alot of you know my heart has been broken ever since my granda passed away in July 2018...alot of why I started feeling so sad was because I lost him! ...ever since his funeral I have not visited the grave
I have always wanted to go up but found myself talking myself out if it...I felt so anxious and nearly frightened about going! I would drive up to the car park and make a turn and come straight back out of it! The fear I had was indescribable!
Until today!...On my way home from work I talked myself into going....I told myself I could do it!...when I got there i had to continue to motivate myself 'just get out of the car Clare you have got this!' .
So I got out of the car...walked up to my granda and grannys graveside and I sat down, I stayed there for about 40 mins! As soon as I got myself there I immediately felt relief...I actually enjoyed how peaceful it was! I could have sat on longer just thinking about all the good times!
This experience that I have avoided for so long actually wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be...in fact it made me feel very at ease ❤
I feel like I have just overcome a massive step on my road to feeling better about things!...sometimes we need to take ourselves out of our comfort zones! Fight the fear....We can do anything we put our minds to!!! .
So proud of myself!! 🤗❤
Tomorrow marks 6 years from we lost my legend of a granny!...never forgotten! ❤
🎉💜NEW RACERBACK TANK 💜👉Just added today, featuring my #cosmic#Octopus ! Ladies, you can choose from 12 AWESOME colors!! Super soft & comfy 🙌 Link in bio 😍
🎨Shown here: Indigo, Vintage Purple, & Vintage Turquoise
When your world moves too fast
and you lose yourself in the chaos,
to each color of the sunset.
Reacquaint yourself with the earth
beneath your feet.
Thank the air that surrounds you
with every breath you take.
Find yourself in the appreciation of life.
—Christy Ann Martine
Pretty sure if I had a Laundry room that looked like this, I’d always want to be in there washing & folding. 😍 Those colors are my absolute favorite & I love the simplicity but elegance of this space. Yes, I just said elegance in describing a laundry room. 😉 Good job @ninawilliamsblog 👌🏻 Adding this to my list of ideas. 🙌🏻
Making time to enjoy the incredible Leicestershire countryside. You also can't beat a proper British pub. Eating outside in April was a bonus. Work-life balance is key to a happy life😁🏞👣☀️🍽
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The name says it all. 💆🏼♀️ Tranquil Roll-on is a blend of Lavender, Roman Chamomile and Cedarwood essential oils. Such great oils for relaxing and even sleep. I roll it on my neck and chest every night before I get into bed. The scent is light and it really helps me unwind.
I just noticed mine is getting low but thankfully I have a new one all ready to go! Seriously. I always want my life to have some tranquil! 😂
Oftentimes it's the smallest of things that can be the biggest blessings. While filming I decided to fall back and just enjoy this solo moment. That moment was perfect in everyway imaginable. As the saying goes, stop and smell the roses and partake in the moment. It is medicine for the soul.