I am still alive, IG world! And I am back with some snaps from my summer/pre-birthday shoot with my good friend Stela (@stelamda). These photos were actually taken 3 months ago, I just didn't have the time to sit through the project until this weekend.
You can also check out my blog post here:
https://llamadelreyna.co/pre-summer-birthday-shoot-with-stela-using-vsco-x-presets/ - yes, I do have my own website now. 😅 just put it up some two weeks ago! if u wanna check it out, u can check the... uh...
LiNk iN mY biO ahahaha it's llamadelreyna.co
Last photograph from that day. It's amazing to know the history of your country and prodigious to see it respected by people from all around the world.
Next stop, Agra. Or Srinagar. Let's see where the roads take me.
this isn't for clout or anything but i just wanna talk about something real quick. i tend to be someone who looks like who got their shit together, when in reality i'm a whole fucking mess... chaos even. i may look all happy and shit but i literally spend most of my time being sad about the useless things in life and i always end up being too sad too function, like i just wanna shut the whole world out. it's such a bad habit but i'm trying my best to separate my lonely sad ass from my productive self that i LITERALLY need in my life rn. but lately, it's just, it's getting harder and harder to breathe every waking day. i hate myself when i get moments like this, it's fucking stupid, this caption doesn't even connect to what's on the photo, but well.. i think what i'm trying to say is that, we all get bad days and good days, we all have different coping strategies. some of us cope very quickly, but then some of us really needs to take time. depression mixed with anxiety problems is just one whole of a rollercoaster ride of emotions for me. but you know, i get it but sometimes i don't.
But just like Billie Eilish said, "I get it, dude. Understand that things pass, you know? It will get worse, also, it'll also get better. Like, things get really good but they also get really bad. I feel like a big thing is like, you just can't know everything. I feel like everybody wants to know the answers to what's gonna happen and why we're doing the things we do and where we go and like, you just have to know that you can't know. Know that you don't know, know that you can't know, know that it will be okay and also it won't be okay. But eventually it will and you'll stay breathing."
Very often, people are obsessed with what others think of them. It's like if a flower wants to be a cactus or a palm but it's not.
A flower is a flower, and that's enough. That's all you have to do, be a flower. 🌸❤️
2157 minutes ago
A representation of me and how my life is currently going right now, lol. A detailed digits, figures and computation to all the things I have risked and may be by now, a frutiful manifestation.
13762 hours ago
Glow in the dark picture frames perfect memories hanging all around the wall; show and tell us stories all around the world.
10712 hours ago
Hello, wherever you are, we are the kids, the crazy kids that your parents warned you about.