In this life
I once felt hope. I sometimes still believe in this,
but each moment a little less. I feel abandoned in my despair,
and it's difficult to repair. I get broken each day some more,
keeping these emotions in my core. I find myself hiding behind this smile,
the one that shows my denial. I have thoughts of lonesomeness,
which no person should possess. I camouflage this so well;
it feels like I'm in hell. I hurt on the inside,
trying to push these demons aside. I want something better,
to not feel all this terror. I know it can be manageable;
there are things that make life tolerable. I just cannot find the thrill,
like when I was a child with a one rupees bill. I remember when dreams were imaginable,
now it feels like I'm undoubtedly fallible. I wish to find myself soon.
This feels as if I'm trapped in a cocoon. I would like to hatch,
not be so detached. I need to end this coldness,
before death leaves me soulless.
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I never have it in me
to let the strings slip through my hand.
From my birth till this date,
I have been looking for love; in and out.
It has kept me on my toes,
It brings all the emotions in play.
It takes me to the heights of euphoria,
It makes me feel losing my belief from
It comes in green little packets of light.
It shines like a thunderstorm.
When all the world is blinded by the citylights,
Love has come to meet me,
To illuminate the darkened world of mine.
It has always been difficult for me to let go.
So, when love arrives, I let it and I hold on to it,
To give warmth to my cold hands,
To find comfort in its arms,
To calm my raging heart,
To rationalize my mind,
To whisper silence.
I hold on to it. It has made me fierce,
gracious, and romantic.
It has brought out the ethereal beauty of mine.
It has become my unquenchable addiction;
my incurable vice.
I wrote this today. As I am so extremely exhausted that couldn’t help but realize how far I’ve come since...... I’m going to try and not go into too much detail about the days depicted in the poem because I keep trying to put them behind me, but [GRAY] seemed to be fitting for how it felt. Also, it was an opportunity to add to the colors collection. It’s been a good while since I’ve added one, and I’m glad it’s growing. Anyway, back to the poem. This is 100% true. Dead serious. I would lay there with my eyes closed and breathe so very slowly. And softly. Because any more movement than that would cause me excruciating pain all over. My eyes stayed closed because yes, looking around even hurt. They remained closed for so long that it wasn’t black, but gray. Like that tv static color. I’d be stuck there for hours on end until I unknowingly fell asleep after counting for sooooo long. It just made it worse that people didn’t believe anything was wrong. Important people. Oh well, they’re gone. All I had was the pain and my thoughts in those days. Listen, 2 weeks in solitary confinement where you can’t even move a muscle? 2 weeks. Tell me your mind wouldn’t transform. That was just the beginning. It only slipped down for months after that. Remember, we all go through things. But if we make it to the other side, then it’s pretty much guaranteed to be worse at some point or another. Be prepared. And remember to drink your water. 🐘 🐺🌪
Sound of the Day: “Ascension” by Mac Miller
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my friend got tapped for a paid gig. not mad at him in the slightest. proud of the guy. mad at myself for leaving early when the opportunity could've included me. •
the next decade is the decade of biggest changes compared to the last. crazy. •
i wanted to write an actual "piece". ended up starting to write a song. thanks brain. not what i want but what i need i guess?
trying to stop being who i want to be and find out who i really am.
fell into a Tumblr rabbit hole and looked at what i used to write and repost. bittersweet really; i didn't like that time of me, happy that i got past it. but dang that kid could write emotion in blood.